Many of us are unhappy with
our lives. The reasons may be very different. So what prevents us from living
in such a way as to feel satisfied with life and happy?
Everything
is rooted in our childhood. Often the parents – frankly speaking, that is not so
smart of them – make the child feel that he will fail. They compare their
children with those who they consider to be better. Naturally, such a
comparison will always be to their children's disadvantage. So the children
learn to doubt themselves and not to believe in themselves. A child is taught
to “not stand out”, to “be like everyone else”.
This
is a trap, because no “everyone” exists. This is an abstract concept - all
people are different. To successfully resist such pressure requires a very
strong character. If the character is not strong enough, then one gets used to
not listening to oneself, not to trust oneself and his feelings.
If
we don’t enjoy our life, it is a signal that we do not live our own life, but
someone else’s who has imposed it on us. But to decide to change your life,
especially radically, you need to believe in yourself: “I can do everything”!
But a person who is not accustomed to trusting himself will never have the
courage to change anything. He will say to himself: “Everybody lives this way.
So why am I better than others”?
And
so it becomes a vicious circle. We do not believe in ourselves and do not
listen to ourselves, because for this you need to understand that « I am
myself, not everybody else ». But for a person who is accustomed to
« be like everyone else », this task is daunting.
We
also like to blame others for our own failures. Or we blame the circumstances.
“If I had married N then, I would have been secured today,” “If I had received
another education, I would earn more,” “If I were born in another country, I
would be successful,” and so on. If a person feels himself to be the master of
his own life, then it is not he who obeys the circumstances, but subordinates
the circumstances to himself.
Another
reason for our unhappiness is merely our laziness and unwillingness to leave
the "comfort zone". As for laziness, it often disguises our fear of
failure: a person, in order not to suffer from a defeat, prefers simply to do
nothing. A person who does not do anything, never makes mistakes. And this is
also the consequence of our education at school - everyone is punished for
mistakes, which does not encourage initiative. The result of that is
indifference, loss of interest in everything. Laziness, coupled with indifference,
is a very dangerous mix. Such a person will never take initiatives while
complaining that he "does not have luck." And luck usually comes to
those who do something to become lucky.
When
a person is not self-confident and lazy, he, as a rule, has no desire to look
for new opportunities, to learn something new. For example, even if he is
offered a well-paid job, he will say to himself: “No, this is not for me. I
still can’t do anything - I’m not competent enough. ” The idea that you can
learn something and thereby increase your competence simply does not come to
his mind. He will still complain about the low wages and the inability to
arrange his life.
This
phenomenon is called "learned (or conditioned) helplessness." To put
it very simply, it means that a person is sure that whatever he undertakes, his
life will only get worse. Initiative is always punishable. Therefore, it is
much wiser to do nothing at all.
What
can we do about it? How to get out of this vicious circle? Richard Branson gave
the only working piece of advice: if you decided to do something, stop
doubting! Simply do it! But for many, this will not work. The reason for this
is their low energy.
Low
energy is a consequence of our neurosis. Andrei Kurpatov (a Russian psychotherapist)
wrote that all the energy of a neurotic goes to the maintenance of his
heurosis. Nothing is left for anything else. What can we do about it ? Go
to a psychotherapist. 50 hours of therapy will make you feel really better. You
only have to find a good specialist.
You
can, of course, try to figure it out yourself, but time and effort necessary
for this may be much longer. The most important thing is to work on our
self-love. Books by Louise Hay can help you in that. You can read them all and
– which is the most important thing - gradually introduce positive affirmations
into your life. Do it every day. Start talking to yourself every morning,
looking at yourself in the mirror: “I love you”! It is necessary to learn to
love yourself not for something, but just like that, for nothing, just because
our closest person and the best friend is ourselves. If we are not able to
support ourselves, then why do we expect that from others?
I
also was deprived of unconditional love in my childhood. I only was loved for
what I achieved. I also was demanded "to be a good girl." When I
wasn’t a good girl, they punished me for it. As a result, I grew up a person
lacking self-confidence and self-esteem, like most of my peers. And I have
needed a very long work on myself to say today: “Yes, I love myself! I am proud
of myself"! And I am proud of myself just like that, for nothing. I no
longer need other people’s approval to feel good. I do not live for someone. I
live in order to realize myself. And believe me, this approach to life is much
more constructive than eternal self-blaming.
Last
but not least – forget forever all the rubbish like « I've always been
unlucky », « I will never succed », « I always do
everything wrong », « No one will ever love me », « I am
not born to be lucky » and othes staff like that. Because in life we
usually get not waht we deserve, but what we choose, even subconsciously.
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